food week

It’s been so long since I hung out with Sha. Whenever Sha is back you can be sure that she’ll call you up to go out EAT. Seem like none of my friends and family can stop thinking about food when their back in Taiping.

I miss her and Joan. I wish that we can turn back the time where we three are happily hanging out together.

Ok. So, our normal food-ing would be Larut Matang food court. That is where Sha always go whenever she’s back. and it’s been so long since we both went to the Aulong night market. We had something which we used to have it when we’re at high school. The rojak mengkuang! Cheap and tasty, and nostalgic….

charities

1^st May 2010, labour day. There’s a charity going on nearby my house. But it’s more like a garage sell. There were so many antique stuffs to offer, a lot of stuffs but the interesting part was the quilt. Didn’t manage to take photo of it but the quilt was fantastic, it is such a detail work, no wonder they sell it for RM 100. But of course, we didn’t get it cause my mum is a fantastic tailor too.

I bought a few nice bag from there. love them!

Rountines

The very first thing I do every morning after I woke up is to drink a cup of hot water. The feeling of having the hot water flowing in your stomach is just great.

If it’s workdays, after the drink I would feed my dogs supplement and the rest is just the boring same old –“ I’m gonna take a bath then have a cup of milk then go to work.”

But Sunday would be different, well, just a lil. After the water, I’ll bathe my dogs. Midknight and macphie. My dad will be the one to bathe BB since she hardly come inside the house and I can’t take the sun cause it’s gonna cause me a headache, so my dad will be the one bathing her.

That’s my usual routine if there isn’t any happening…..

Be Apart

I hope that both my Bestsies are fine. One got a sudden message and that’s it for 3 years of relationship. Everyone was expecting wedding invitation from them actually but…

I was really surprised when she told about it. I thought she was just making fun. She was really surprised too. They’ve been together for 3 year and they’ve always been known as the loveliest couple. Everything looks so perfect…..

The other was more messed up, her feelings were messed up. The guy drove her crazy with his attitude and in the end, she ended it.

The cliché is, both tell me that they’re fine. But I doubt. At least one of them is living near my house now, and I can keep myself updated with her. The other one…I might like white lies but not at this moment.

hang outs

Yesterday after watching ‘how to train your dragon’ which is fantastically cute. Today, we three, me, Sha and Joan had our dinner at the Tops restaurant.

It was pretty ‘fun’. Joanne ordered a cheese toast and Korean vege which I had to feed her the first bite of the toast so that she’ll know that her toast is here cause she was indulging too much of herself into the note. Sha ordered a peanut butter toast, and it was so sticky. Seriously never seen any peanut butter toast which can be this sticky.

I ordered small pot of rice and a bowl of spicy dumpling soup. It was filling. After me and Sha finished our food, only comes Joanne to finish her tasty cheese toast and trying to stuff the Korean vege into her mouth cause it was awful. The vege tasted as in it was soaked into washing powder for days. Like eating Clorox in solid form.

It was so fun that sha and joan only realize the existence of their note...

T.T We’re invisible to each other….

Our night ended at about 10.30 after 'the Gir's' chit chat.

I'm still concerned about it

Few months ago, I stop talking to one of my ex. I was so upset and yet angry cause of his attitude. I wouldn’t know how it’s going to feel like losing your dad but I’ll do my best to keep the family together. I don’t know if he’s contributing to the family, I don’t know much about him. But I know that if you come back drunk every night, having the life which going to kill you when you’re 50; as a mum, I would feel really upset and helpless.

Yes, true. Life is short, so live it to the max. No one knows why we are here for the sufferings. I don’t even know why am I working so hard for the same routines that must happened to everyone – study, work, get a lot of money, pay for your folks, pay for your kids, contribute to the society once in a while and, die

or the unusual routine, half way through it and, die.

But I am still happy most of the day and grateful every single day. I am living my life to the max with the routine but I did it in my own ways. That’s what makes everything so precious to me, for earning what I’ve been working for.

I did felt really upset when my grandma passed away. I even dreamt about her that I cry because she loves me so much and I didn’t really appreciate it. I was feeling reluctant to visit her when she was still alive but sick, even though she lived near my house that when I lost her, I felt so…… I don’t want this to happen to me anymore.

So what I’m going to do is - treasure all of them so that there’s no regret when you lose them for real.

my love ones

I’ve been working in the same hospital for more than a year. Every single day is just the boring same old working day. I try to cheer myself up sometimes, when I’m really depressed. I know it sounds really pathetic but that’s how it’s going to be when you started working. It’s called the reality.

Well, almost everyone will become depressing like me. That’s why I haven’t been blogging for a long time. Cause it takes time to have something more happening stuffs to show up.

Every day when I go to work, every day I felt I’m becoming – grow up, mature, old…

But when I really feel depressed by the work load, bored by my so well planned days, tired of my family typical arguments, somehow; my friends manage to make me feel better, the best part is, they’re not even trying hard.

They make me feel younger and more energetic when we hang around, that I think I can do that whole day; if I’m not working – no worries.

Even with everydays’ typical argument in my house, my nephew and my dogs will eventually cheer me up; with their silly act and behavior.

heating up Taiping

Taiping is so hot these days. It's making everyone feeling tired.

Today, as usual, my pups took a nap with my dad at the Afternoon. They too dropped dead on the bed cause of the weather.

It's so cute to see my dad sleeping my them. But i wonder why Midknight just has to leave his hand on my dad's hand

Emma, it's Special

I wish I could spend more time with V, Rahim and Yo today. But I ran out of energy, I just missed my bed so much. Also, V gave Rahim a key chain and me a book, both from Penang. And my book's title is "Emma".

That’s so sweet of him...... Thanks V! He reminds me a lot of my name now. He even bought me a necklace with an “E” alphabet, last year.

My friends make me feel that my name is Special….

Loves and Me

The movie “Marley and Me” was touching. They showed the growing process of Marley, till he died. Thinking about how many times I have to face this tragedy, is kind of freaking me out. Cause I’ve got 3 dogs.

BB was my first pup. Of all the dogs, my mum chose BB. I tried a few times; hope that my mum will let me keep dog. And BB was my first success. My mum was never fond of keeping any pet; talk about keeping them in the house. So, the condition is that, I can keep it as long as I keep her outside.

But things changed rapidly when mum started to know more about dogs. Yes, they fart, they burp, they act so much like a human, a 3 year old child. There are a lot of emotions involved to have her in our life.

Worry – When we first got her, she had very low self-esteem and was easily terrified. I wouldn’t want to know what happened to her cause I know that it must be horrible. Oh, did I mention that I saved her from becoming a stray dog? Anyway, it took her quite some time to rebuild her self-esteem. And during that time, we were all so worried cause there wasn’t much progress even after a week. But, you wouldn’t want to get near to her anymore; she is a very proud woman now.

Angry – It’s not really the type where you’ll get so angry that you feel like punching people. Of course all puppies like to chew. They’ll stop chewing eventually, or end up chewing only one toy. And all dogs like to chew shoes. Which is what I love most, so in order to save our shoe from being slaughter, we have to keep them somewhere, safe. But she’s a smart dog, she understands instantly what we banned her from doing; and sometimes, she knows what is ‘do’ and what is ‘don’t’ without us telling her.

Happy – I don’t need to explain what happiness is.

Because to have a dog in your life, you’ll get surprises every day; Well, almost every day. Can you imagine my life? I’ve got 3 dogs! Any adjective that you can describe a feeling is what you’re gonna get when you have dogs. That’s what they’re going to give you but all they ask for return is just Love.

The unsuccessful Grow

About a week ago my dear still in the spree of keeping his beard but somehow, the bear didn't grow quite well after 3 weeks. It sorts of... stop growing. And it's only 0.5cm. So, Nat decided to just end his spree..... Now, he's the same old Nat again, less hairy...

Not so hairy after all

Nat has been trying to grow his beard for the past two weeks. Well, that's what he said but I'm very certain that it's ain't two weeks, it's more than that. Under his lips, there's only one very visible hard. It is obviously a retarded hair.. and I thought he didn't shave his beard properly, cause there's a hole in the middle of the beard. It's weird cause there isn't any sign of new hair growing there.

Let's just hope that Nat's dream of growing his Rock-like-beard will be a success. XP

it's a guilt

9/1/2010

I was going through some of my photo and Nat saw this friend of mine who's having a mole on his face.

Nat commented him, well, when it comes to Natty to the comment, nothing will come out nice but it was funny cause he gave him a pet name "Tahi Bin Lalat" and he has a imaginary called "Pon A/P Dan".

Yes, he's another fag of mine; with this irritating mole that has hair on it. Omg, I feel bad when I laugh at Nat's name-joke. ... I shouldn't be making fun of my friends.... ><

adoption

It didn't take us too long to find a home for the puppies. My dad gave it away to this man who own an estate and he keeps a lot of dogs. I sure do hope that that man will at least give them proper care.

incredible emergency leave

I got very tired of the outing last night and so I was thinking of getting an Emergency Leave today. But thinking of my piling up work... well, wtf, just get up and finish it.

As usual on the way to work, I'll pass the same road like I did everyday; well, most of the day. Suddenly there was a blackish small bun in the middle of the road and I almost roll over it! It's a puppy!!! If I were to speed up a lil, I'm gonna kill them. I stationed my car at the road side. And when I got down, there were two lil puppies! TWO! Whoever did this to the puppies, well, God will know. They should have dump them somewhere else, market where you still can find food or factory area where people still feeds stray dog but beside the road of no where??? and almost got rolled by me?? WTF

God will know. I don't know what should I say, them lucky or I'm lucky.

Anyway, who want this two lil cute puppies? The male with the brighter colour is kinda annoying but very alert (he kinda sniff a lil and watch what's going on around him) and the female is quiet but smarter (she knows how to reach her food)

In the end, I still have to take EL. Part of it is because of the puppies and most of it is because my nephew hasn't been feeling so well since yesterday

the Non-Halal Fag

Today, while I was eating pork, I remember what my fags told me about another fag. He's like a culprit for everything. When you hear stuff that are not true then you know who to look for, or maybe your secrets or maybe your life cause he might be stalking you anytime, anywhere.

This fag of mine is Muslim and Muslims can't eat pork. So, he described him as a pig, non-halal. They will be so in trouble (I don't know what trouble but I just know there will be one) if they have any contact with pig - the non-halal. What he's trying to say is that, do not get your hands on him cause he's non-halal.

It sound like a lame joke in here but it ain't lame when you see his face and the adjectives that he's using.

digging it happily

On 28/12/2009

It's kinda embarrassing but I'm happy cause Nat was like, sooo used to me that when we go out for supper; he kinda like. Dig his nose in the public. I was shocked and wonder what is he's trying to do, "digging your nose in the public? In a restaurant???"

Well, humiliating for some girlfriends but what else can you say when your boyfriend tell you that: "damn, I got so used to you that I thought that we're at home"

J

2nd My Holiday with Joan & Sha

We were late for the beach cause of the exhausting activities we had. After breakfast, by the time we arrived the beach, it was already 11am which is high tide. now thats what joanne's friend warned us. at first we thought we didnt see any jellyfish so we just fucked the high tide. we went down into the water and to my fucking astonishment, i saw this huge disgusting jellyfisdh an arms length away.. literally. without thinking twice, i took sha's hand and ran like a kid to the beach. when i looked back, there were actually 7 to 8 jellyfish all around us. good god.. somebody must have prayed really hard. looking at the dangerous conditions, we could only play by the waterside on the beach and not too deep into the water. we took so many pictures it would be impossible for me to upload all of it here.

there were many crab holes on the sand and the three of us saw a crab running. joanne was standing there taking pictures of us. oh before that, joanne wanted to go down to the water but she failed to do so because initially she thought that there was a changing room, but there wasn't. sha got few starfish. actually there were 4 dead starfish but sha broke 2 of the starfishes' legs and she only mananged to get 2 back for her boyfriend. when she was searching for the starfish,joanne and me took a lot of ss'ing photos, and in the end, we three got sunburned badly.the beach was really nice, few people ever visited it. water was really clean but not to the coral reef standrards, the bluish see through kindo of thing. we went home and took a bath. shortly afterwards, we went for lunch. before lunch we bought movie tickets. actually we were supposed to watch 3d avatar but it was fully booked.the only tickets left were 12 am and we had to go back early the next day. eventually, we watched the princess and the frog. it was the typical Disney fairy tale movie. so later we went for lunch at taiwan's food which is at the gurney plaza basement. the taiwan food was irresistably tasty. we actually went to this fish spa as there was some time left. it was my first time that i actually lied for a discount. the discount was only available for students and i told them i forgot to bring it. sha and joanne both had student so i had to lie. the fish sha was crazy. the palm size fish were like waiting for your legs to "feed" them even though we hadn't put our legs in. sha went in first and joanne and me were laughing because it was like so terrifying for us.

after fish spa, it was time for the movie. jun ong met us at the cinema. after the movie all of us went a walk, took some pictures plus helping jun ong to choose stuff. We were supposed to help choose some nice shirt in padini, but in the end, he didn't want any. So, we went to help him to find some facial foam for his dry acne face. He was so shy that he suddenly become so quiet when we ask some opinion from the sales girl. Well, at least he reply whatever the Girl ask him. And he manage to get one in the end. But he still look terrified after the expose, i feel. Cause his facial expression stop since we ask the sales girls for opinion.

It was already time for dinner when we go back. After the dinner we just drove back home and chill. played Uno and surf net and gossip a lil while then to the Bed.

We went back to Taiping on the 24th December, morning about 8 after breakfast. The food was totally different from here but it's still taste good.

My Holiday with Joan & Sha

22nd December 2009
It's another year in Lunar Calendar. We're suppose to celebrate by having glutenous rice porridge. I don't know why Glutenous Rice but I know that we can't celebrate this is year's new year cause according to tradition, anyone's family member past away, we're not suppose to celebrate any festival for 1-3 years. Of course there's no need for us to do this cause grandms is a Christan but my mum insist. This is to show respect to those who past away in our way, the Taoist way.
Anyway, even though we did not celebrate doesn't mean we can't eat the Glutenous Rice. After me and ma took Xanthus to have his vaccination, we went to pray our beloved one then only we go Aunty Er to have our Porridge. It was really sweet.

At about 2.30pm, me and Sha depart to Penang. The journey was long as I drove 70km/hr. It didn't take us long to arrive, about 1.30hours. we arrived at about 5pm, Joanne meet us at GeorgeTown Tesco.
First, me, Sha and Joanne go for dinner then we meet up with Jun Ong. He's one of our high school classmate. He has got this funny way of walking, even when he's cleaning up the chalk board. And also, he's a shy guy. Jun Ong's hostel is about 30min from Joanne's. Actually, we've planned to go Gurney but Joan suggested something better. Well, visiting Hard Rock is pretty new for me. I'd never been there. It's located in Batu Ferringi, Penang. Pretty nice place but we did not have our drink there's, cause we four totally agree that we can't afford the beverage there and can do better stuff with the money. So, we took some photo cause that's all that we can afford. T.T broke dudes....

Later that, Joanne intro us a 180++cm guy named 'ahwei', no full name, just 'ahwei'. She took us for a karaoke session. We didn't pay anything at all. All we did is sing like crazy fuck. It got better the longer we stayed. I can't sing cause Nat said I'm tone death but WTH, I'm here to have fun. Even I'm still having sore throat now,still I enjoyed it cause that night was one hell screaming-tone-death-pitchless-enjoyable singing session.
We went back quite late that night and my habit of sleeping early is killing my brain softly. Can't stand staying up late night nowadays. And my night got worst by having allergic towards the alcohol. In the end, I didn't have a good night sleep cause my whole body was very itchy.

Christmas Service

I'm not Christian. But me and my family celebrates it. After 10 years of talking about getting a Christmas tree, eventually, we got it. We bought a lot of decos. So nice to have a Christmas tree. I was also thinking of cooking on Eve, something very Asian. Maybe some Thai Salad, bread crumbs fried chicken, garlic eggplant, Popiah and herbal soup. If mum can't give me a hand, I would certainly need Nat then.

This is the Tree.

So yesterday, Josephine invited us to her church. We missed the "Feast" when me and V arrive. I was really upset cause I totally forgot to have my dinner before that. When we arrive, my stomach is already growling.

Still, the Service was great, with then Christmas Carols.

We took some photos.

V was totally into the Service when the kids play the story of Christmas.

After that, we went to TS to meet Mir, Hez and Boi. And we played Uno. Mir is leaving on the 23rd. T.T